nightmare

standing,trying to hear my breathing..
wish ,summon, kill, nothing can change this moment
everything i had inside me its dead,everything i believed doesnt exist
there no cadles 2 burn my years,there no person to hold my ears..
screams and i cant hear a word ,frozen in a never ending present that cant hurt me no more.One step ..but cant go on...no circle, no mask ,no existence ....
welcome to my world...

the last week was

strange ....
first time ,i feel that somewhere exist a really wonderful creature...
i am really suprised that sometimes reality is better than a "dream"...
thanks t

in my shadow

its cold but none can judge me
for not feeling anymore..
no more bleeding ,
no more screaming ,
no more talking without meaning
love was replaced years ago with emptyness

i delete many of my post...

the reason is simple when you cant share something ....
doesnt worth 2 exist...
keep it inside you as an unfinished tale....
and one day maybe you will share ...if you are able..