Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Finland Calling..

Almost 2 years here and long sleepless nights..still here..

Friday, September 17, 2010

We are just a moment in time ....

We are just a moment in time A blink of an eye A dream for the blind

Visions from a dying brain I hope you don't understand...


Thursday, September 16, 2010

iam not as brave as i wish

Its been 2 years since i post my thoughts here...
its really hard to admit that sometimes your life is running so fast that you cant find any time to think , watch take the right path...
The truth is that we cant be sure when we are right..if we can be right ...decisions are hard and see truth in a world, full of lies, is way easier to accept them in many levels than pure violent truth...
At some point you stand and see that you are not as brave as you should, to admit your feelings to see that as hard is for you to feel, is hard for many people out there, when you feel its your time, doesnt mean the others are ready ...
We are all worms till we start feel, then we turn into butterflies, beautiful creatures that can fly,the most fragile form of our existance..
iam brave enough to admit that i wish i could expirience "the butterfly effect" and not only the form in my life...killing my self to live, killing anything out of this world i can be so i can survive....
Feeling doesnt have only one form , its not only the erotic or neurotic ones many people have....its a path of our existance that we cant control or avoid....its like breathing only that one take your breath away....near death expirience without the big light at the end of the tunel...
This time i decide that i will change, i will be able to fly, but no more fragile Dreams, i need a sense of reality in my existance, lets see this expiriment how it will end up....